Update

its been awhile...
commissions that i owe people... I am trying my best to work on them and get them up for you guys... sorry its taking me so long. life just hasnt been going to well for me. with college my free time is taken up with with project for classes. now finals are upon me, things are getting even more stressful. Then there also all the stuff happening in my personal life. 4 deaths in the last 4 month... 3 of them on the exact same day. A huge fight that broke out between family that day on who would get my god mother's things. Important thing went messing, lies were spread, fighting happened. Things got scary, police almost got involved. We where forced to remove people we once called family from our lives. If we cant trust them, then they are not family.  i dont think i can take much more. 

i've acted like im ok, i tried distracting myself with closeness to people, something i dont do. sadly it was a bad idea. it end in failure, but i discovered where my feeling lay.

any ways im done rambling

as soon as my summer break starts in 3 weeks i'll get everything i owe finished. 

Please forgive my slacking.

all my motivation as been sucked out of me for everything going on in my life.